Heart On My Sleeve & Hell On My Heart

I Still Miss You


I've tried so hard to move forward in my life,
but no matter where I am, what I do,
my mind always seems to find you.
I've talked to my friends, I've talked to myself,
I've hid behind the covers and cried like hell.
But I still miss you.
I've done everything I can to move on,
just like I'm supposed to.
Yet here I am still wishing for one more moment with you.
Mommy, I still miss you.
I've tried to be strong, I've tried holding on.
I've been weak, and cried my myself to sleep,
cried till my makeup was gone.
I still miss you.
You weren't supposed to be gone so soon,
and now I'm left here without you.
Mommy, I still miss you.
14 years have slowly passed,
yet it seems like just yesterday you were holding my hand.
It was 14 years ago my heart shattered like glass,
I had lost my best friend.
I swear I've done it all like I'm supposed to.
Mommy, I'd give anything for one more moment with you.
I still miss you.
I just don't know how to let you go,
your so deep down in my soul.
Since you've been gone,
I'm left with an empty hole.
I feel hopeless, so hopeless,
I just don't know how to do this.
I need you to guide me through this.
Cause I'd give anything for one more moment with you.
Mommy, I still miss you.

 

Copyright: D.Louise of Heart On My Sleeve & Hell On My Heart Poems